i was wandering around malaysia you probably don’t have that it’s one of the places jackasses like me go to find themselves i guess i was mostly just doing drugs and coasting there was this guy, started talking to me about a study a trial drug that could make me stronger, better felt like a miracle a one in a million chance to show everyone i wasn’t just a fuck up that i could be more
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i was wandering around malaysia
you probably don’t have that
it’s one of the places jackasses like me go to find themselves i guess
i was mostly just doing drugs and coasting
there was this guy, started talking to me about a study
a trial drug that could make me stronger, better
felt like a miracle
a one in a million chance to show everyone i wasn’t just a fuck up
that i could be more