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[maoa]

don't tell me that, it'll give me an excuse not to do any of them and you know what they say about idle hands.

[ haha jk only not really ]

i'm fine.

[sensive]

cool cause that’s exactly what someone not fine would say

[maoa]

[ o-oh. ]

people don't tend to call someones out on that.

[sensive]

most people are fine
you and me aren’t like that
and i don’t think that’s a bad thing

[ caring. letting shit fuck you up. ]

cw: drug use mention

[maoa]

no. it's not.

[ that's kind of been the problem. ]

i kind of just want to turn it off sometimes, you know? stop caring about things that are a lost cause.
but i don't want to use the way i used to do that.

cw refs to addiction

[sensive]

yeah, i know what you mean
pretty obvious i haven’t figured how to stop either
not sure there’s a substitute for what we used to do

i’ve been running for hours until i can’t even think
it’s okay

cw: more refs to addiction

[maoa]

i keep training or working. or trying to keep appearances up.
(guess i’m not doing that good of a job if you noticed, but i’m not surprised you did.)

[ he’s been here, and worse. and he can’t stop himself from caring either. ]

sometimes i feel like not wanting to is the only thing stopping me.

[ not just with drugs. ]